Been a while since I've used this, thought i would use this as a way to vent out some of my frustrations with life, if by chance your reading this be warned it will contain loads of unedited and probably negative ranting.
I was diagnosed with asperger syndrome when i was about 10 i think been such a long time so kind of forgot exactly, anyways this been said its affected my whole life always been quiet, socially awkward, never really had any friends, I'm now 28 and completely miserable and depressed.
I've never been able to concentrate long enough to hold any interest or be good at anything its just so frustrating that i seem to have all of the negative aspects of this condition without any of the good points that come with the definition of aspergers, i would love nothing more than to be creative or fixated on an interest and be good at it!
Anyways rant off feeling bit better to post his up here rather than bottling it up, will probably post more next time I'm feeling down.
Finally got enough funds to gether to buy a new PC, my old one has had a good 5 years use, glad i did as i can now play games on full settimg yay for graphics .
Gone for the "Titan Goliath" Intel Core i7 920 gaming rig from www.overclockers.co.uk with an upgrade to a better graphics card, sound card and case, cost me around £1100 .
On top of this i've decided to go into the world of 3D gaming with nVidia GeForce 3D Vision Kit. I must say after trying it out for the last week it deffiently adds a better feel to games, i can't wait for games to come out designed specifically for this bit of hardware. shame it costs around £400 to get kitted out at present!